Dil Chahta hai!!!!!!

As life progresses , im beginning to gain the "ability" to NOT take it too seriously and grimly.Ive been through MCA( ok , the rank looked like an extension number).Ive stayed at flats and hostels and been through whatever they do at boy's hostels..Ive been termed a decently intelligent scholar by some people (were they drunk ?)and been labelled a total waste of flesh and blood by many (now this is some sensible stuff ).ive been through crashing my bike into a wall.ive cried like a kid watching rajesh khanna die in "anand" and cowered like a old woman watching the "omen".

Im just 26 and have quite some years before i crash into hell (heaven for me ? i dont know).But even now if i look back at my life ,its just like a story with its share of laughs , ,triumphs , dissapointments , pain and joy.I see that even though I tend to look at the world as if i am the central pin of the world with all this stuff happening around me, im not.i am just one of billions of people ,each one living his or her story.Everybody thinks his/her is "THE" story.but if i step back a little and see at my life from the outside ,like another person would , i find i am just a little peg in this big thing we call the world.and my story would see its last too one day.So i just want to have a good time. Life is not an exam to be cracked for me.just live life.just have a good laugh , love and be loved.take it easy.

I don't want my blogs to look like a research project.I don't want it to have many complications.I dont want it to have too many intense and soul searching moments. I don't need to win the world.I dont want my statues to be erected all over the place with pigeons dropping their digested breakfasts over my stony head.I dont want to be applauded with the world falling at my feet.I just want my story to look like a little and light romantic comedy.A few tears and more laughs.Hugs and smiles.A little simple sweet story with no villains.I wud just be content to have a house full of laughs, stumbling kids, satisfied parents and a wife who thinks i am tolerable(am i tolerable , silly ? ;) ).I wud love just to sit with my family on a chirpy sunday afternoon.having a good time teasing and laughing.eating a yummy (and cheap) lunch and a cool vanilla icecream.

I dont say I won't work hard or that I don't have any goals.For heavens sake , I am really working with a reputated organization,i worked HARD for it and am happy to be here and have more plans in store.You can have doubts on my abilities if you want. Its a source of satisfaction for me and my parents belief that i would achieve more things too , I know.But I won't let myself be sucked into any mean and fast rat race , if that's the concept of life for anybody.I want my life to sound like a little , sweet n love -filled symphony.may not be noticed by the world , but sweet nevertheless.Thats cool.